• travel around the whole wide world
• find love
• breathe
• make art that resonates
• take photographs

project 19 -

let's make dates! we will go for lunch/dinner/walkabout and i will take a picture of each of you. 
eventually i'll put all the pictures together (up here and away) and someday we will reminisce. 

the a level results come out on friday. whenever i think about it, i stop thinking. does anyone get that? a black hole opens up in my head and my heart and sucks the good feeling out of me. there is this dread, first of anything less than four a's, and then of anything worse than my dreamed-up score of aabc. there is no use in worrying, but it's ( Read more... )

i still haven't finished my applications. after work, i've been too tired to do anything, yet i know that that is no excuse. if i have the will i can overcome the lethargy - isn't that what they say? but oh, god knows i'm weak. as the deadline draws closer i grow increasingly panicky, but nothing can move me to draw. once again i come dangerously ( Read more... )

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this will always be the year that i learnt my limits. 

i'm drowning in my uni applications, and at this stage i don't really care where i'll end up. one of those potholes, i suppose. suddenly i don't remember a time where i wanted so badly to do art, or anything. it's gets difficult to remember if such moments ever existed? whoaa. i think i have lost a lot of good things along the way, but maybe i've ( Read more... )